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Lost again

2012-01-23T06:03:00.002+08:00

I lost my camera AGAIN

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so i don't know if i should continue blogging without a camera

just blog via typing rants. . .. .

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to the person who stole my camera. . . . .I pray hard that your balls suddenly drop (if your a guy) and your hair go bald and get STD and all your heels break the minute you brought it home!!!!(if your a girl). . . . .seriously Fuck you, yes with capital F

Addicted to fermented milk

2012-01-15T17:08:00.003+08:00

or better know as yogurt! XD

Lately I've been obsess with frozen yogurt. . . .and with Tutti Frutti opened at 1B, I made it a point to grab a small cup everytime I'm there. . . .

Yogurt is good as it's healthy!! and not to mention yummy too *hearts*

Current fav is the original flavour LOL~

So what's your favourtie flavour???

till then XO

Write me a letter and i'll send you another

2012-01-13T18:33:00.003+08:00

Once upon a time, sending letters are one of my favorite thing to do =)

the joy of receiving it back is absolutely enlightening, I remember running up to my room to read the letters i received then writing back a reply a.s.a.p =D

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I found my stash of letters that i store in a box while cleaning up my room XD Reading some of it still makes me smile =)

till then

As the saying goes, shopping is cheaper than a psychiatrist.

2012-01-11T18:32:00.006+08:00

Once again I have been blessed from the shopping gods and curse by the money god =___=

When shopping the other day, and I've found a bargain that I can't resist that I brought 2 of it with different colors XD

Well I'm not really desperate for bags then i was for shoes but HOW CAN I RESIST THIS??!! Doesn't hurt to keep it in the closet till there's an occasion for it right???

Plus it's freaking Rm 19!!

How to not buy?? I usually see bags like this selling for Rm 60

Of cuz, curiosity kills the cat...or me in this case....as you can see the original price in the back of the sticker...so I decide to peel it off....and *insert drumroll - Darumrumrum~~*

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It was Rm 149 before!!!!! I must have done some really good things that pleased the shopping god. . . .

So that's all for today, till then

XOXO

Top of the list

2012-01-05T00:55:00.004+08:00

There are 2 things that I really want at the moment....so they are on top of my things to get list

these 2 are:-

1. Jeffery Campbell Lita Boots

(image from google)

2. Asymmetrical Skirt

(Image from Supre)

These 2 items are to die for, I even dream about them WTF?!! But for the lita boots...I know i can't afford it but I wish to get something similar =D

till then

Passed in a blink on an eye

2012-01-04T03:15:00.006+08:00

Just like that the 1st week of 2012 have passed and tomorrow it's back to school for all primary and high school-ers FTL

So what happen last week??

30th Dec 2011

Kenny is back in town XD so went for a drink at the Loft....it was suppose to be a drink!! but it end up like this....

Beers and Vodka shots!

31st Dec 2011 - New Year Eve

I did this year countdown at Dino's place...we played spoons (an brutal drinking game), did LOTS of IQ quizzes...really different that how i usually did my countdowns...but it was enjoyable

But of cuz I head to Times Square after the countdown XD

Did dodgy business with the bouncer and got the tickets for only Rm20

(Pic stole from Thanis)

Saw this 2 lovely ladies - Joanna and Sakuya

(Pic stole from Thanis)

1st Jan 2012

When to Lava XD 2 shoots of Sambuca and of cuz Uncle John. W was there too to make the night merry

Happy People

Kenny photoboomed my picture T___T

Then we sang K at amp on the 2nd, and Yesterday we chilled at the loft again.....and with chinese new year just 20 days away.....we "warm up" a bit, but i decide to pass this time

CNY poker cards XD

That's it i think?? So how was your 1st week of 2012??

Till then

XOXO

Resolution 2012 post

2011-12-31T03:09:00.004+08:00

As we all know 2012 is the so call "end of the world" year....maybe domo is going to rule over the turtle??? =___=" lame i know

Anyways~~~~

It's the time of the year that once again resolutions are created to be forgotten......BUT I'm still going to make one anyway XD

Resolution for 2012!!!

1 - Be a better student

2 - Start exercising

I need to make it a habit....i gained 7kg since jan 2011 FML T___T

3 - Be nice and learn to appreciate everything and everyone

except bugs....and other gross stuff, well the thing is I take things for granted *admit guilty*

4 - More money!!

I've been working various pt jobs this year but it's not enough....need more pt jobs!!!

5 - Eat Healthy

I eat ALOT...which explains the weight gain, I'm also a fast food junkie and did i say i love to eat before i go to bed?!!

6 - Cannot think of any atm.....will continue when i think of any and if nothing then nothing lo

I think that's all for now??

Last but not least wish everyone

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!

I'm really happy if you're reading this.....*tears of joy* cuz I seriously think no one reads my blog *forever alone*

till 2012,

XOXO

nail art for the lazy girl

2011-12-20T04:51:00.004+08:00

I usually use fake nails....it's no secret that i'm obsess with it but sometimes the fact that i need to reshape it to my nail size just make me too lazy to bother

But the festive season is here and naked nails just won't do, so i decided to go with nail stickers!!!

So behold my super noob and retarded nail "art"...i hardly think sticking stickers to my nail is considered as art FML

all i did was paint this glitterish pink on my nails and stick the stickers on, then cut off the excess and top it with 2 layers of top coat hahahahhaaa....not bad right?? i mean i usually have crazy long nails during these time of the year =X

till then XO

when the days are sunny

2011-12-13T00:44:00.003+08:00

sometimes i enjoy laying on my bed with my feet out the window XD i wonder what goes thought my neighbor head when they see my legs out the window lolol

till then xo

Hanging on to the remaining strands of sanity

2011-12-05T01:09:00.003+08:00

Currently it seems like i'm in a tunnel and i just can't reach the end of it......

Is there a price to pay for being vain?

2011-11-16T18:07:00.002+08:00

Because if there is...I doubt i'll be able to pay at all XD

Just vain pictures of me....thank you for wasting your time =D

I'm really bored lately because i'm not working atm plus there's nothing to do *wails*

till then xo

Little sinful treats

2011-11-15T19:27:00.004+08:00

It's good to indulge once in a while =D

There's a monster in my room

2011-11-01T23:28:00.002+08:00

Please excuse the poor quality T___T playing with shadow with a small table lamp XD the model is *enter drumroll* mr. Dinosour =)

Final paper tomorrow =D *yippeeee* so the real monster is actually the notes I'm currently brain raping at the moment huhuhu

till then XO

Tainted by Envy

2011-10-29T10:11:00.002+08:00

Playing with colour swap from my camera =)

Green is a colour of envy no??

till then Xo

Whip my hair back and forth

2011-10-27T21:45:00.003+08:00

Trying the slow ISO?? not so sure what you call it shutter speed..if i'm not wrong...

wanted to capture my hair when it's flipping but somehow this the best i can get...i think it's due to shaky hands and needing to move =___=

but after a few simple edits this is the end result....

please do give opinions =) and also tips to how to get the hair flipping picture T___T

till then XO

Rawr rawr i'm a dungeon dragon

2011-10-19T02:50:00.003+08:00

oklah...more like ancient dinosour XD got this cuddly dinosour few days ago.....he's sooo adorable!!!! *hugs*

till then

Dash of blue

2011-10-17T10:20:00.003+08:00

Hello to you whom read this blog =)

so anyways, went back KK for my braces again and this time i decided to be a little adventures and opt for blue bands instead of my normal invisible ones, was really nervous at 1st but after checking the mirror i think it turn out nice =D

So what do you think?? the first thing i did after getting it done is show my dad who accompany me to the dentist that day kekeke....he was like O____O "are you for real???" then we meet my mom for lunch and she think its pretty *proud* maybe i should try multiple colour on my next visit >=D

few days later i ask my sis to help me with my nails...the initial plan was blue....then it turn out like this *points picture* and i love it! it's a bit messy since i didn't wait for it to dry properly when i went to the shower FML

Neways i didn't notice until once my nails was finish that both my nails and braces is in this adorable shade of sky blue =3 but i'm removing my nail polish soon since it's chip and ugly now =(

on the other hand...FINALS in 10 days!!!!! *pulls hair*

till then XO

super belated b'day post

2011-10-03T09:41:00.002+08:00

I'm going to make this post super short and simple...because that's how i celebrate my b'day this year

Just a simple dinner at Mr Ho's (sorry no picture...Zzzz) then stop by Secret Recipe for cake...i demanded to blow a candle on a cake LOL

My "b'day" cake =) i'm just 1 year old!!!! bwahahahaha

My 23 year old face......hahaa i think i still look younger then my actual age =P (super perasan)

till then

too bad chicken can't fly

2011-09-06T08:57:00.003+08:00

Before you say anything, please look at my too white face XD *shameless*

Wondering what's with my post title??

well it's true what, they say fly as a bird, free as a bird but chicken got wings but they can't fly

FTL

lol~~

ok ignore my destress post.....my brain is all jumble up with useless information atm

till then XO

After Effect

2011-08-28T17:57:00.005+08:00

My super messy table

This few week and incoming weeks is unbelievable busy!! assignment, more assignment.....did i say assignment?? when will it stop??

Remember last post when i say i was burned?? its no joke! (points pic below) red faced and this is after putting on light makeup...can't use thick cuz my skin is peeling ewww and the weather too hot!

burned and tired plus sleepless nights

Can't wait for this semester to end

till then

Cheer camp 2011, 2nd sem

2011-08-24T10:43:00.003+08:00

Cheer camp this sem was held in tanjung beach and me being me refuse sunblocks since i do not like the oily feeling while sweating and also sand on my face, plus it's very mafan to reapply therefore i announce it useless

Tanjung beach at 3pm

We arrive there round 7am and when back around 5pm......freaking whole day under the sun without sunblock....i'm really regretting it now should at least apply when it was hot like 11am to 3pm Zzzz.....

Neways the camp was fun, didn't get throw into the sea as my awesome silently walk away skill is awesome that way =D However sunburn is not fun plus it's peeling now and I had my student facilitation 2 days after which means I was facilitating with a burned face FML

Tired and burned

Ended the day with a group picture =)

And if you're wondering why i didn't post any activities that is because i only took out my camera in the end of the day since i do not want to carry my bags and camera around during training

till then XO

I'm here to waste your time

2011-08-12T10:37:00.007+08:00

Took this by mistake but somehow I like it =D

I'm the best when it comes to procrastinating

2011-08-11T17:34:00.002+08:00

I sincerely believe I was a sloth in my past life, I enjoy lazing around doing nothing the most =D

Just to say hi and rant a little

2011-08-04T16:45:00.004+08:00

Before I know it, it's already the end of the 3rd week of my semester. I have 1 assignment due next week and I'm still doing resources research FML....but it's 20% so I must work hard p(>A<)q

Not only that I also have Business Law exam coming up which also consist of 20%....why like that one?? no wonder my pimples is popping up like nobody's business T____T

On the other hand, I seem to develop an addiction for coffee....Zzzz

Till then XO

Hello August

2011-08-01T18:29:00.004+08:00

My tired face after workout =__="

It's August already!! I know I've been lazy blogging but no fear...I'll try my best to blog more k?? since I finally brought a new camera (remember my last camera was stolen)

I brought the Ixus 220hs =) in red!

so what's new?? I gained weight. no joke. So this month I've decide to exercise and also control my eating habits....

Brought a new mug which is really cheap like Rm 2.50 and it's huge...this is to discipline myself on drinking water...I drank at least 2-3 cans of soda a day last month....Zzzz

My super awesome mug

So all in all this month agenda is:-

1) Workout more frequently

2) Control food intake

3) Lower down soda water intake

4) Study at least 2 hour a day

5) Do not skip class

6) Sleep more

That's all i think....cause if too much then I'll be overwhelm and give up FML

till then, give me lots of love ya

embrace it

2011-07-18T13:30:00.003+08:00

Finally I did my braces =D

Currently, we're in a love hate relationship because I'm unable to eat my beloved meat for the past 2 weeks but in the same time it's making my teeth straight....sighhhh~~

till then

I don't know the shop name la, but it's the very famous one, eat bread one at the corner that one

2011-06-21T15:33:00.003+08:00

Confused?? me too...How many times when people ask you to go eat at a coffee shop and they don't know the name??

So the story goes like this, the other day my dad and me were talking...then suddenly he told me that my uncle (from Canada) is very annoyed because we just can't remember the shop name.

It's quite true la, since I myself don't really remember the name usually just go like "The shop at the corner one, near the highway, eat ngiu chap one, at night eat bbq lamb that one....near a bread shop by the houses....."

Lol~~

So nowadays daddy and I are trying our best to remember shop names but then again old habits, die hard XD we still refer Dat Seng as the fish noodle shop at the bus terminal..

Till then,

Motonari Ono

2011-06-18T02:10:00.003+08:00

Motonari Ono is a fashion designer that I've recently know of.....He's such an inspiration that I put his name as my post title =D

I found out about him on Kawaii TV when they are talking about how designer use manga as a source of inspiration and Motonari Ono capture my interest the most

The way he use the details on a character outfit and translate it into his creation is just...dare I say breath taking?? well to me it is simply genius!....I guess it's the tiny fact that I'm still very much in love with frills, lace and ruffles =____=

Oh well I'm not really good with words so here are some of his work...if you're interested you can just google more of his works :D

Picture are extracted from various online sources

Ok people till then

It's difficult but not impossible

2011-05-19T02:36:00.004+08:00

Me finishing my degree is like an impossible task...if we rewind back time and tell my high school teacher that I'm going to university I think they'll just laugh it off and tell me "don't be silly"

How many time I caught myself asking myself "should I give up?" but I know if I just put a little extra effort I'll be able to do it....so I just tell myself it'll be over soon, just hang in there with an imaginary pat in the back

There's a lot of things in life that we want to do that we think it's impossible but if we try hard enough maybe just maybe we can do it......but lets be real kay?? don't go thinking I want to fly and grow wings or something XD

Till then lots of love

Just for show

2011-04-29T07:38:00.003+08:00

I love this outfit like seriously.......my fave top that I always wear...but now it look very worn since I'm lazy and throw it into the washing machine T____T *go drown self in washing mashing*

BUT the main point is the red legging and that boot!!!! seriously i like that boot but I don't think I'll wear it out.....it's just not very "shopping/lepak/yumcha friendly" sigh~ I brought it when I'm at my wanna be punk time.....orz well...I still like it just that I've grown up =)

and the red legging...I LOVE COLOUR LEGGING!!!!! just that it's weird wearing it around.....I know I'm a chicken *cluck cluck kokokokok*

sigh.....

Ok I admit this is just some random post to show that I'm still around!!!

lap lap

Slowly we change

2011-04-14T01:33:00.003+08:00

Changes is good, be it good or bad....It's because it means we're are trying to improve ourself try new things, experience something totally different and embrace it, learn for it

If it's not our cup of tea we just stop doing it and if we like it we continue

For example a blogger I've been following http://pixieyou.blogspot.com/

As for me myself, I know I changed, some may say I became bad some say I'm better then before but I know I'm still me, just that I've upgraded myself

Till then

You said I'm crazy and I just smile

2011-03-31T07:23:00.005+08:00

There's nothing wrong with me, just that reality is finally chasing up to me...

Paradox

2011-03-29T08:03:00.003+08:00

Another picture from that day =)

if you like it please like at http://www.facebook.com/pages/Paperbags/127958420596286

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Just a mini update...

this week is busy, macro quiz, finance quiz, cheer camp, revision class then next week mid term.....econs assignment omg!!!

I'm now trying to stick to a mini timetable for my studies and assignment

till then xo

Missed opportunity

2011-03-21T04:27:00.003+08:00

Fifi Lapin - credit from google XD

I adore fashion, sometimes I do admit I regret I didn't pushed my parents to let me study fashion because they were considering it then but with the school fees they just can't afford =(

I do wonder how would I be if i really did study fashion, it's like my ultimate dream since forever, now I'm a student struggling through my degree for finance and management, way off from my dream but it's still ok I guess??

It's better then not able to enter uni right??

On the side note the rabbit in the picture is Fifi Lapin!!! Love it since I learned about her heheee....she's been on my desktop for 3 years dy, of cuz changing outfit every now and then kekekee..

Ok enough ramblings and back to study.....yes I'm studying at 4 in the morning since I can't sleep

it's the end of the world!!! XD

till then XO

Pull me forward

2011-03-20T17:10:00.005+08:00

Lately I can't seem to find the strength to do anything at all.....been feeling under the weather nothing seems to excite me

The urge to go home is strong, everyday I had to try my best not to shove myself into a box and courier myself back to KK or buy the 1st ticket i see or even threaten my friend to drive me back....sighhhhh

I need something, someone, anything to just give me a bit of excitement to spice up my life, to motivate me, just to make me look forward to waking up

till then XO

You look at me and I look away

2011-03-19T18:02:00.004+08:00

Every semester break my sayang (Beryl) and me will like to take picture.....because I'm vain that way =)

This time we had help from some friends (Yvonne and Vui Hin) kekekee imagine my awkwardness since I only am comfortable with Beryl orz

It was way wayyyy off how we initially wanted it but it turn out fine hehee

ALL CREDITS TO THEM =D

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This semester is harsh hopefully I'm able to coop with it *dies*

On the side note, I finally join cheerleading =D been wanting to join since 2 years ago and I have to say that it's the only thing I look forward lately.....

till then XO

Hello 2011

2011-01-01T06:29:00.003+08:00

still no picture T__T waiting for friend so i can steal bwahahaaa

neways i've been away for along time but i just can't not doing a post for new year kekee

2010 have it's up and down, i do not regret of the things i did and done but i learn and change for the better or bad depends on how people view me

new year resolution?? well i think i manage to complete some like losing weight and become more independent

i also become more social-able which is good =)

so what's in for me for 2011?? i wonder but i do know what i want from it

i want to loss more weight...still haven't sampai target
earn more money
be a better daughter and friend

but then again come what may

Happy New Year everyone =)

till i get a camera XO

For once i wish you can see what i see

2010-11-10T09:09:00.001+08:00

You don't know me, don't pretend you do......

2010-11-07T05:38:00.002+08:00

Don't know why but lately I'm feeling under the weather.....it's like there is something wrong

my make up don't feel right, I clothes make me look weird, and i think i look fat

Hopefully everything can become better soon.....

if i could write you a song to make you fall in love

2010-11-01T17:16:00.002+08:00

sorry no pic again, as you might know, i've been working for the pass 3 days as a Guinness promoter XD

It was a ok experience hahahhaa, get to know a few boss and and might have secured a few future promoter job ohohoho, money money come come kaching ching *hearts*

neways exam coming in 2 weeks time!! *scream of horror*

and i'm haunted by the song mike *something* - cooler then me...posted it in my fb wall, do check it out

till then xo

You are the clock ticking in my heart

2010-10-22T23:02:00.005+08:00

randomly edit pass picture XD

been drinking these few days, no wonder i got sick T__T

i really should stop

till then X

Go rock my brain

2010-10-18T11:27:00.002+08:00

just finished my last presentation for this semester

having all my fingers and toes cross....

Next up - FINAL EXAM!!!

*insert song of horror* - kang kang kang~~

till i mess up my brain up with lots of crappy goodness

xo

Barretso - We Won't Stop (Defeat Remix)

2010-10-15T22:35:00.000+08:00

A little beat to kick start the weekend

Don't stop partying and living it out!!

xo

10 things

2010-10-10T14:30:00.004+08:00

it's 10-10-10 today so i think it's perfect to do a 10 thing list XD

10 things about me that you should know

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10. I like watermelon lollipop

09. Don't like amusement park rides like roller coaster and such =X

08. Enjoy lazing round doing nothing

07. Hate bugs...

06. Can't live without eyeliner, mascara and fake lashes

05. Like teddy bears

04. Love to eat so I really don't know how am i suppose to lose weight!

03. Not satisfy with my weight and the way I look

02. I often wonder how will my future gonna be

01. I am easy and yet hard to please (i'm just that complicated)

that's all i think?? XD actually there's much more but heheee next time la ;D

till then

Random - sue me for being me

2010-10-07T18:00:00.004+08:00

Tell the truth i'm becoming sick of all the lousy phone picture......

on the other hand, lately alot been going on, till i think it's time for some rest, relax and rewind....everyone have different view p.o.v no??

exams coming soon.....must study *dies*

till then

Confession 04

2010-10-05T14:51:00.002+08:00

Random picture from the past

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I have enough money to buy my camera dy but i just tak sampai hati to spend it, but i spend it on foof instead...fml

I love it and then i don't

2010-10-04T17:42:00.002+08:00

my leg look thin here XP but that's just angle effect

my body and i have a bittersweet relationship, i'm too lazy to exercise and it want to be skinny =___=

till then

p.s this monday have to be one of the shittiest monday ever

Every second counts

2010-10-03T10:44:00.002+08:00

Been wanting to do the red lipstick look for ages, but i'm too chicken to walk out of my room =___="

maybe 1 day i'll walk out with red lippy and all the confidence i have XD

till then

P.s be warned i might post a bunch of these low quality ss pictures with red lip cuz i do have a bunch of them in my phone bwahahahahaaa

no more goodbyes and sympathies from me

2010-10-02T04:43:00.002+08:00

bye bye September, hello October

things i need to do

1, lose 5kg this month <- do or die matter

2, join the gym <- lan c, lan c la, at least got the cycle thing =D

3, study!!! exam coming

that's all, too much is not good

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my september is both good and bad, hopefully all the bad luck will be gone and all the good stuff will be even better =)

till then, no pic....my laptop refuse to accept my bluetooth =___=" stupid pms piece of machine =__=

confession 03

2010-09-27T03:14:00.003+08:00

can someone tell me why blogspot keep rotating my picture??

this was the last ss pic i uploaded into my lap from my camera.....*tears*

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I'm a true reality runner at heart, i don't like to be presented with a problem nor do i like to face it, running to me is the best choice

i know it's unrealistic but i'm still here right?

i'm not strong but i try my best so i won't regret

and life goes on

and i do regret sometimes but it's the past so all i can do is smile and walk forward =)

P.s this is not an emo post...maybe on the camera part only

till then, lots of love

My room got break in by a stick

2010-09-19T01:28:00.005+08:00

seriously...FARK MY LIFE

sometimes it's better to let go

2010-09-16T17:06:00.003+08:00

Meet Kopi-O (my sister name him that =___=")

after 1 year? with us we (family) decided to give him away, not that he's a naughty dog, just that we think he's not really loved in our family *guilty* well daddy sayang him alot, even mommy since she put him as her wallpaper on her hp XD

but compare to the other 2 he definitely did not get enough love from the family =/

Kopi-O is a good dog, he's obedient and very timid, and he need alot of love and care and attention, and the guy who adopt him is my daddy friend, hope you'll be more happy there with them Kopi-O =)

I'll go visit you if i can

till next post X.O

Please look at yourself before talking about others

2010-09-14T23:35:00.004+08:00

sorry no picture, but i really have to get this out.....

This post might be offensive to some ppl with religious view...you have been WARNED

ever since i came to Miri there is thing one thing that i really can't stand, people going around house to house trying to tell you about God. I think these christian in miri are abit too much....

I'm a Christian myself, so please don't say i'm evil, unfaithful or whatever you can think of

the thing is, these people going house to house telling ppl about God is one thing, but personally i think it's an invasion of privacy....last year these 2 ladies try to come to my house to read bible with me....the thing is I think they are abit cookcoo in the head....cuz ever verse they read they say something like "oh Jesus" "oh Lord" "wonderful Jesus" or something along the way, I'm a quiet reader so i don't like ppl reading things out, maybe bible reading is ok but do you need to keep saying a word of praise for ever sentence?? so after 3 weeks i think i had it, I got assignments and things to do, but these ladies don't give up, until they come to my house, when i say i'm not home or free, and knock at my door, which i think might broke and call my names loudy to the point i think the street i'm staying then knows my name.....they call my phone too and they did this for 4-5 times??? scare the hell out of me.....

then in my 1st year in Miri my aunt send my number to the pastor of some church, friends know i don't really go to church. I'm faithful in my own way, plus as long as you have faith and believe in God i think it's ok to not go to church as i sometimes think church is like some place ppl like to show off, either it's their wealth or their child's education....political much?? anyways, as i was saying, so this pastor call me and ask if i wanna go, being nice i say ok and attend once....then he start pestering me ever week asking me to go church with all sorts of bible verse. until i think he got fed up or something he send me a text which i find offensive which is a verse from the bible saying that God ask me to go to church, and i disobey him and will not be accepted in to his hand and glory or something like that la, i don't really remember but i think it's not really nice, plus God say come to me with your own will, so yeah....whatever.....I still have my faith with me

Then the worst is today, i was boiling water so they came and being nice, since they obviously saw me as my window and curtain is open (we like to my sunlight in the house) so i answer the door but refuse to let them in, then they start asking how do i judge what is right and wrong, then they start giving me example like "robin hood steal from the rich and gave it to the poor, to the poor he's doing the right thing, and to the rich he's doing a bad thing" then after that he gave me another example which i feel like snapping at him but i bite my tongue which is "terrorist/suicide bomber (he actually said the religion) kills innocent cuz they think it's right" personally i think it's wrong to say stuff like that....it give my a bitter taste in my tongue.....and make me kinda pissed off....

It's not right to tell people what to believe in by saying bad things about other religion and believe......

I'm a very open person, i have friends with all sorts of race, religions and believe, and i respect them, so I REALLY DON'T LIKE IT WHEN PEOPLE TALK BAD ABOUT OTHERS' BELIEVE AND FAITH, learn to respect!!! rawrrrr

hopefully no one is offence...i did warn you right??

till then love and peace people =)

feeling indifferent

2010-09-08T19:12:00.003+08:00

Finally i'm 22 XD

can't say i'm really happy that i'm older but to tell the truth it's lonely to not celebrate with friends......my goodness i sound so sad orz but then again it feels like just like anyday in miri, boring, class, sleep and get fat T___T

i seriously need to get my butt out there and start making friends.....i need a miri version of beryl...someone i can do random stuff with and also hit the dance floor whenever we felt like it...*dig hole and hide*

Ok enough of my little emotional rant, on the bright side i got lots of love calls, sms and msn, wishing me happy birthday, there's also my wall on fb XD

love all the wishes~!! made me feel very very loved till then

P.s anyone notice the date today?? 08-09-10 maybe it's a good sign that my friends will increase??? XD

xoxo

I don't think I'll be me if it's not for you

2010-09-06T04:25:00.003+08:00

Had a heart to heart chat with one of my closest gf =D

She told me

We known each other from form 1 but we weren't close until we're in form 4. This girl is one of a kind, can't imagine doing all those silly things with other people but her and will always have a spot in my heart

I LOVE YOU MAE-CHAN~!!!

It went by just like that

2010-09-05T14:19:00.003+08:00

calories in a cup

My one week of holiday ended so fast that it felt like it never happen

there are regrets, not spending enough time with my friends, didn't played with the puppies as much as i wanted

but i'm glad that i did went back, i get to meet my friends, meet unexpected people =D, ate alot of food, partied, and of cuz be with my family

Now it's back to the harsh reality

till then xo

the food i make when i'm lazy

2010-08-27T22:00:00.003+08:00

My current favourite instant noodle =D been addicted to this since last semester, and imagine my horror when i could find it in the supermarket where i usually buy it, and my surprise when i found it at my campus convenient store, cheaper too heheheee =D

I usually eat half packet (cuz the whole packet is too much) with alot of chinese cabbage *hearts*

another thing i usually make is this *taadaa*

tomyam sup with fish ball and meehoon......you might be thinking "wahhh you call this simple food?" well don't be too shock but i practically made it with tomyam cube, fish ball and meehoon.....well the above picture have no meehoon cuz i don't feel like it but just imagine there is ok...so it's partically like cooking maggi lol~

I usually eat like this in miri.....cuz i think 1 - i can save money, 2 - it's easy to prepare and 3 - it's fulfilling so it's ok =)

till next post *hearts*

I skip class because i can

2010-08-25T16:01:00.004+08:00

It's really a lazy week for me, I've skipped all my class *dies*

Sorry for the lack of post lately....I'm just too lazy to upload picture =___=" Don't know why but i got this nasty habit of not uploading picture until i'm threated to upload it lol fml

Sigh, i actually feel bad for not going to class but i just don't feeling like going and i blame it on my holiday mood XP and also my freedom of being away from my parent watchful eye ohohoho~

can't wait to go back home, to my comfy bed and mommy's home cook food not to mention i get to see the puppies before they are given away *sniff sniff*

ok till then

hugs and kisses

assignment block

2010-08-15T18:05:00.004+08:00

Bev's turtle plush

There's a writer block so there's assignment block :)

oklah, actually the "block" is that the site that i'm suppose to retrieve my assignment from is down FML....and i was hardworking for once.....

stupid site, stupid assignment....worst part is it's due this wednesday!!!! and i haven't even read the question.....not even a single alphabet and did i mention the said assignment is from my business law???

god bless me..... LAW!!! so many sections to apply, law, statutory stuff blah blah blah...i'm squeezing my brain juice just thinking of what should i write....cuz it's a media article report or something like that.....i think

till then, i think i'll eat dinner, nap, wake up around 2am i think and try to see if i can access the site again =)

later~ *hearts*

Friday the 13th, just shoot me please

2010-08-14T02:05:00.003+08:00

I'm not joking with the just shoot me part....*serious face*

i don't believe in stuff like friday the 13th, don't walk under the ladder and stuff like that....BUT today is just not my day *cries of despair*

so i woke up in the morning and wake my sister up just like the good sister i am, and she start complaining and ask if she can don't go, being the older one i start saying no, you been skipping class alot, mommy didn't pay your school fees for you to sleep at home and waste electric bill.....so she start to get piss off and shout at me.....so screw it she don't want to go not my fault....i did not sign up to work as her maid

so i when to class, took note...lucky the class is enjoyable?? my lecturer was an indian man XD so i have to used 3x the concentration to understand what's he taking about

so after class i rush back but i can't open the door!!! so i took another route then this bunch of guys behind me open the door and go through it!!! so i'm like OAO?! wtf?

deciding to go stock up some food in my house i went to the super market and when i was about to pay i notice i forgot to bring my purse, lucky the girl say it's ok, so being embarrass i apologize and leave while in my head i decided not to go there for at least 2 weeks

after that i still want to stock my house so i ask a friend to company me to town and also to the post office, been wanting to get my mail for a few days so i got home and open my parcel and notice i got the wrong order, being shocked i quickly open my laptop cuz i wanna send a mail to the seller but! i can't online.....*cries*

so after that i decided screw everything and took a nap....so now i just woke up with internet and happy....i'm glad it's over :)

Escapade Sushi

2010-08-12T04:58:00.003+08:00

Was suppose to blog bout this last week XD

When to Brunei for sushi last week =D

I didn't take much picture plus the lighting there sux so please bare with me

We ordered a sushi and sashimi platter???? BD$50 = Rm 120??? not too sure XD

4-5 pieces of different sushi and sashimi

Don't know why but the sushi there is HUGE~!!!! Is sushi in japan huge?? or it's a brunei thing?? because i never ate sushi that huge before......

I mean look at the size of the eel~~!!!! *heart* sorry blur pic i blame the lighting again

This is the only side order i manage to take.....there's actually a piece of eel on top but it fell off the sushi *cries* but i did pick it up and eat!! no wasting of eel when i'm around~

it's actually one of restaurant special, the thing in the middle is deep fried ikura....there's actually another special called sushi sandwich or something heard is was super cheesy...didn't order that...will order it next time ;D

I'm not much of a raw fish eater, so i didn't bother touching the sashimi but my sis force me to eat it!!! TT___TT so i nom a piece of salmon which is very geli and also this!!

maguro sashimi

TUNA!!! no wonder people like it, it's so meaty that i don't even feel the geli-ness while eating this...oklah i admit i only had snapper? and salmon sashimi before so i thought all raw fish is like that...fishy and geli but OMG~~ next time if i go out eat sushi i'll sure order this sooooo nice *insert 2pm - heartbeat* can you feel my heart beat?? *laugh die*

We're all so full in the end that it's not even funny......we end up eating the topping/stuffing.......XD

omg look at the avocados ~~~

LOl~ till next post *hearts*

Random post: Ghost girl

2010-08-05T19:25:00.005+08:00

I'm bored.....so i stick my falsies under my eye....

please ignore my silly attempt to edit picture XD

neways, ending my random post with the song which i use as my title =)

till next post *hearts*

P.s i change my layout like finally =D tell me what you think?

too much fun in the sun

2010-08-04T17:07:00.002+08:00

Behold thunder thigh!!!! *faints*

lol~~ sometimes i amuse myself by wondering why i have the nerve to post fat ugly picture that should never be shown to the world XD

Warning: super disgusting picture ahead, continue at your own risk

neways~ if you been following me on twitter or fb you'll know last month i've been trying to be a wanna be ang moh by going tanning =___="

actually it start by me and beryl going to island and got sunburned and kinda like it cuz it make us? feel rather sexy *dies*

so then on i've been going to bev's for swimming session and also and bit of tanning session

which resulted to this...

picture credit to bev!

and it got worse when i went back to miri.....orz

so lesson learned, next time i'll just hide from the sun

like this....but i highly doubt it XD

i really like swimming at bev's!!

heheheheee

till then *hearts*

P.s someone should buy me mcD for posting 3 picture XD

student rage 01

2010-08-02T10:36:00.003+08:00

1st day of school and what did i get? my car got clamped, fark them! just because i park at the lecturer's parking

seriously, i meant we (student) PAID them for the class, tuition, facilities, admin fees, blah blah blah and the list goes on~~

i don't think lecturer need parkings space, students are the one who need it! they already have a spot for them(lecturer)

so why is it that we as student who park in the lecturer's parking and got clamp but not LECTURER WHO PARK AT STUDENT'S PARKING SPOT?!! this is not fair, even worst is that we pay them!! we are the consumer, no student = no campus, you with me????

why must lecturer who got paid! get all the benefits?? special treatment?? isn't this discriminating???

what is worst is that we need to pay rm50 to unlock our car!!! and yet the campus want us to pay more....for what??? buy new clothes?? i mean they practically earn almost 1k a day *not joking* by unlocking cars!!!!

FARK CURTIN!! i just rekindle my hate towards curtin.....

i wish to have perfect teeth

2010-07-29T22:02:00.002+08:00

This holiday break, I have been visiting the dentist back and forth

total of teeth "repaired?" - 9

seriously who fix 9 teeth within a month???

on the side note, i change dentist again.....orz

Aunty came to visit at the wrong time....

2010-07-29T12:58:00.002+08:00

seriously, can't you come like....2 days later?? i wanna go swimming~ *whines*

Lazy sunday

2010-07-25T23:10:00.002+08:00

sorry, no pics yet...too lazy to bother =__="

woke up pass 11 today, ate breakie then watched the Kardashian till 5 plus =___="

and my dog gave birth to 4 puppies!! =)

hehehee that's all for my mini update tata *hearts*

Thoughts 01

2010-07-08T02:41:00.002+08:00

I'm currently thinking if I should go for blood donation.....cuz Bev said by doing so can also clean my blood leading to better skin.....

But as much as i feel like doing it, I'm a total chicken when it comes to needles and pain =___=

sigh~ well it doesn't hurt to think about it right???

wisdom tooth

2010-07-03T18:31:00.003+08:00

There's a joke saying that when your wisdom tooth is growing, it means you're getting wiser.....

well...that's what my parent say to me.... unfortunately I HATE WISDOM TOOTH GROWING PERIOD.....

Cuz it only bring unwanted suffering =___=

This is my 2nd wisdom tooth the 1st once was horrible, i got a very bad infection leading to high fever and half of my face got swollen D=

It the same now, only that my fever is not that bad and my face is not so swollen?? XD

P.s i extracted my 1st wisdom tooth....wonder if my dentist gonna extract this one too O___O??

till then

Confession 02

2010-06-30T18:49:00.002+08:00

I buy stuff that i can't wear.....with thoughts such as I'll loss weight to wear it

Or I think it's nice when i try it on in the shop but decided it's not that nice once i brought it home....

I might need to go for some therapy..rehab anyone???

will add pic soon =)

Confession 01

2010-06-29T01:40:00.005+08:00

It's not that i don't have enough clothes, it's just that I want more......

Decided to filter all my clothes, sell and donate..mostly donate cuz most of them are old...very old *dies*

Trying to clean everything by next week =)

Brand new start

2010-06-24T19:57:00.001+08:00

I've decided to delete everything, reason is i wanna start again

so don't be too shock =)